Black Rain

I feel like the sky can read my mood. 

What's with the weather today? Amber rain then black rain right before the end of the day... sigh... My mood is bad enough in these couple of days, does the weather has to make it even worst?

I'm just not in the mood... don't feel like to work, don't feel like to eat, tired but don't feel like to sleep...

WHY?

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